Of Being Top Class and Hating My Hair

Hey struggler , yeah i am talking to you, you know who you are. Are you going to give up now? After such a long journey. Have you forgotten the promise we made --that we would not stop till we reach the peak !! Why give up now, when you are so close. Remember what you told me when i was at the bottom, you told me to preserve as things would get better. Now i am telling you the same thing. FCUKING PRESERVE.

What happen to laughing at those who laughed at our dreams and hopes? What happen to proving those doubters wrong? What happen to humiliating those who have humilated us? We still got a long way to go buddy.

So what? You hit another wall. Tell me what's so different about this wall? Why can't you over come this? Maybe your feeling the fatigue. Maybe your so sick and tired of caring anymore. Maybe, just maybe you accepted it?

So what if this guy is way better than you. Face it, he is a genius and your not. But heck, theres one thing that we have that he doesn't. That is the knowledge of knowing what it feels like to be at the very bottom and not wanting to ever be there again. Because of that fear, we constantly strive for perfection. What does someone as gifted as him knows about being at the bottom? He is weak, you can take him on. ROAR lol (:

So struggler we have been through thick and thin, so are you going to let me pull you up from your despair or are you going to continue to curse and feel hopelessness? Oh, that was stupid of me to ask, of course you would pull yourself up, after all we are strugglers and you would bounce back better than before ^^

Marie, Chiew Mei & Jian (I felt like putting it up)

Picture of the day:
From left: Sang, Too insignificant to be mention, Sunita, Hendry, Sofia, Jian, Naveen and Ilya

Of V-day and V-day

So its that time of the year again, where flowers, food, and what-nots are 3 times the price. The world tells us that V-day is important and we should definately, jot that down in our calender. Big HOOO HAAA! Singles going on and on about not having a date and couples being all lovely dovey. So what does a gullible consumer like me do? Join in the celebration of course. =P
"I dont like flash!"

"Still got flash"
"Now this is decent!"

Oh yeah and i cut my hair! So shorrrtttt now!

Picture of the day:
Yeah, this is definately still the best picture =P Hands down!

Of Benny and Golf

So neighbour/childhood friend Benny have left for Aussie! Hell yeah, its going to be great having you there! This year is gonna be the best yet, i can just feel it in my bones.

We were pretty mischievous when we were young. Getting Mr. Morgan all pissy at us for playing football and damaging his car. You, my bro and gang chickening out, and me retriving my precious ball all by myself from Mr. Morgan. (That took quite some time, he was threatening to put me into jail or something for kicking the ball into his house. Ghesshhh we were young then and we believe almost everything that adults say right?)

How about the time we were messing with Mrs. POPIAH! Taunting her and taking flight as soon as she comes out to check who the rascals were? Man, did we have fun lastick~ing her dog with Terrence. (The dog ended-up dead if anyone was wondering what happen to it =P)

From fighting Ang Mo's for stepping into our street and us whooping their arse (althought they did manage to pour pee on Pei Yin's friend lol) We had great times didn't we? And definately more to come! ROCK ON BENNY
Poh, Benny, Jian And Marie
Benny and Jian!

And guess who did i sent off too? I knew you were leaving today (:
Take care, you hear!

And on a totally unrelated note, I AM NOT BAD AT GOLF =P At least i am better than Jia Meei, even though Litat so totally kick my arse ^.^

Picture of the day:
My bro, Dad and Mom (:

Of Bad Boys and Girls

Being nice and gentlemanly but still can't land the girl of your dreams? Was with her when she was down and defended her when she was getting diss, yet she says she wants to be just "friends" ? Time for a new gameplan gentleman, be bad, not just bad, but bad to the core... Ever wonder why the jerk/bastard/two-timer land the girls? They treat woman-kind like crap but yet, they still get the babes. Doesn't that tell you alot?

There's this Chinese saying that goes "if a guy isn't bad, a girl wouldn't have interest in him" Driving a girl around, listening to her problems, holding the door and paying for dinner, isn't that like the foolproof formula to get the girl? Apparently NOT, alas, how times have change, its more like, give the girl more attention and they would be thinking "boring, no challenge, lets find for someone else." You probably end up being their "best pal" or something. (That means not being able to get into her pants while she's sober, and you wouldn't want that =P Anyway getting into her pants while she is drunk or something is just wrong !) But on the other hand, be cool, and don't fall head over heels for her and she would be questioning where exactly do she stand in your eyes.

Girls are attention seeking beings. They strive for attention, don't give it to them and they want it! Get me? And it amazes me to this day why girls need approval from BAD BOYS. (Yup, not nice boys but BAD BOYS, heck i don't think most girls even care what nice guys think about them, because nice guys only SAY NICE THINGS! Thus the logic =P) Girls say they always end up marrying the good boys. But how many of you boys out there are going to get married soon?! Hands up please! That's what i thought, at our age, marriage is the last thing on our mind. And even if nice guys end up marrying the girl of their dreams, thinking about the amount of guys she's been with kinda freak at least me out =_=''

Lol, so how do the good guys overcome this? How could someone ordinary and armed only with a heart of gold, win over a girl from a hot, sexy, athletic, charming bad boy with a devil may-care attitude you ask? Er...lets see,

1. Have a bad boy persona! Get a few bunch of friends and ask them to play along when you tell your crush about how u heroically beat up 10 guys that pissed you off. Or how you intimidated your teacher to give you an A for a project or something. (A guy with a notorious past somehow get more brownie points)
2. Get the bad boy image! Having a Mop looking hair? Time to change man! Go spike your hair up, the higher the better =P Get a few piercings and while you are at it, why not a tattoo too that says "I AM BAD TO THE BONE"
3. Be over-confident, (yup, being over-confident is much better than no confidence) walk with your chest sticking out! Nothing oozes sex appeal more than confidence. (Just don't look like a sohai while doing it and those with man boobs should just skip this part =P)
   

Okay, now that you are a full-time bad boy go get that girl of your dreams! They always say bad boys never win. Yes i agree with them, bad boys never win, they just finish first (:
Man i am freaking tired, rock-climbing is so energy draining, i don't even know how a rant turn into some wisdom post LOL

Random RANT: And i think "Stranger than Fiction" is such a smart, entertaining yet enlightening movie. And i can sincerely say that i enjoyed it! Live life to the fullest people!!

Picture of the day:
But at times, the good guys gets the girl too (: Jin and his curly hair with hot girlfriend stef doing some weird face and Uber-cool Jian ^.^

Of Emily, Jason and Derlyn, Kerry

Alright! Where should I start, have a safe trip Emily and Jason to your respective 2nd countries.
Emily's farewell is like a bloody circus, there were freaks from all walks of life gathering there (don't worry Emily, i didn't mean any of your immediate family and errrr, any of your extended family XD) What was missing was just beastmasters and fire-breathing clowns (:

Jian : Hey Pranava, why so quiet?!
Pranava: Look around you Jian.
*Takes a loooong look around*
Jian : Yeah i know man, this place is filled with freaks
Pranava: No, not that, i am the only INDIAN GUY HERE!
Jian : Kanineh >.<
See what i mean, poor Indian dude only have us Chinese friends ... Awwww
But fret NOT his back-up came!! Introducing KUMAR!
From left: Sue Anne, Litat and Jian

Crap I ALMOST FORGOT, its EMILY's farewell wait wait, a picture of her coming right up!
There she is!! Litat, Jian, Chor Yeow and EMILY!!! Have a safe journey there Emily, and i am sure you would have fun! Oh oh, and you know i didn't meant what i said right about the freaks of all walks of life =_=" it was just me trying to sound intelligent..
Oh thats an idiot, he's not Jason. Thats Melvin.
Now these are the real idiots, JASON and Jian. Rebecca, Sherlyn, Jian and Chong JinnBloody hell, i uploaded the wrong picture. But anyway, just wanted to say that Chiew Mei was there too!

Hey Jason, hanging out with you for the past 2 months been cool man! As a gym buddy, a dota kaki, and a hang-out mate its been good! See you this summer once more, and heck, remember to tell me if u got lucky XD

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY DERLYN!!!.... AND KERRY! lol
Eva, Racheal, Sara, Jin Wei and Jian. Which is which you ask? Jian's the prettiest follow by Jin Wei!Derlyn! Jian and SaraJian, Lyn, Jin Wei and Stef!Jian, some babe and some guy..... Okay okay they have names. Hazel and Sam. ( I got them right , right? =_=)
All together now!

Picture of the day: SO BLOODY ALOT OF pictures already! SKIP!

Of Mel and Gangster 101

So what are friends? Someone who is always there for you? Someone who supports you? Yeah, thats right.. those a friends. WTF!!! Those that just try to get you high are well, urmmmm, devil in disguise? =P (Haha, i tried to sound philosophical, the word here is TRIED) Dear Mel is going off to The land of the Kangaroos! And among all places you must go to Canberra (did i spelt it correctly?) right? That is a bloody boring place. Its like Putrajaya of Malaysia Mel! Hope u rot there and DIE DIE DIE >.< Heck, i know you said that you would come visit me and all during winter but, blah blah blah blah, you know we always make empty promises to one another right? But, even if I don't see you for 9 months, when we meet we still can talk and chill as if we been hanging out every other day! Yes, your in the same category as Ian, ain't you proud. That reminds me IAN LIM you celaka, until now no time to see me ? I going back to kangaroo land and the amount of times i met you can be counted on 1 HAND! BTW, Mel yesterday was cool, i mean being the only "outsider" among your TTDI schoolmates was kinda intimidating but hey, they are a friendly bunch. So yeah, I had fun !!I bloody stole it from your friendster so that you won't complaint that you look Fugly or anything XD

On another totally unrelated note, let me introduce you to someoneThats Sara and Jian. According to Derlyn, Sara looks up to me as her role model =P She thinks i am gangster-ish. Not overly-done, nor underdone ( Sources: see http://estherlauderlyn.livejournal.com , i am not making this up okay) But her respect for me have deteriorated drastically. Why, because she found out i took dancing class. Salsa to be exact. IS IT A BLOODY SIN TO WANT TO LEARN HOW TO DANCE? So is my reputation recovering in her eyes you ask? Personally i think i still got a long way to go. LOL

Picture of the day:Man thats a real sissy. Hummphhh, doesn't that guy remind you of someone =P BTW, i didn't mean me =_=''

Of Suprises and Baseball

So, i was just chilling with Chuan Zhong after sending him to get his car fix and rumbling through his pictures.

"Eh Cicak, show me the babes in KDU!!"
"Don't have, KDU sad place, wait, got one, here take a look"(This picture was use for the KDU portal. Check out the website. Oi....Cicak looks good)

"Eh, aint that.....??"
"Wait theres more!!!"Adilah, Su, Zed, Yien, Tu and Sandy doesn't she look familiar?!?!?! Lets so hang out with her in Melbourne XD Hahaha, its Tara !!! (Thats her name right? Correct me if i am wrong Adilah)


Anyone tried the baseball in 1Utama yet? Its kinda expensive, 25 Ringgit for 15 minutes of unlimited balls but apparently, it uncovered my hidden potential. Yup, thats right guys, Jian here is pretty good at baseball. (Claim cannot be verified) One would say I was a talent that was discovered too late =P Too bad baseball isn't a big thing here !Benny- Accuracy 20% ( 2 out of 10 balls)

Ning- Accuracy 10% ( 1 out of 10 balls)

Celine- Accuracy 0.001% close to 0% ( 1 out of 1000 balls) =P
LoL. what about mine? 99% ( 99 out of 100 balls ) XD Celine is so gonna kill me......

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TUTU!!!!Happy 19th birthday. This year is gonna be great!!

Picture of the day:I swear it was influences from above!!